Wednesday, March 25, 2009

spit it out...


Three wishes i got, the genius was the woman in my mind,
it makes me feel aware in earth, insted of live in dead,
is this crazy woman that i got, that i contracted,
what i whished in my bed..

My first wish was: " get out of my dreams, and get into my bed.."
(it seams like my wish is not here yet)

The second one will be: ....." let me drink more of that whiskey, let me
smell it, feel it in my throat, in my tongue, i would like to get hangover,
sick, tired... and awake promising us don't do it again"..

My third one it will wait, this third one doesn't wanna lose you yet...

An invitation....




"If you want ejaculate ideas, I have found how might masturbate your mind"




=555=

...ashes and dust....

After all im just a human, i dont meant to being dazed or stupid for nature, i meant fall in the same mistakes as always.



I got an affection to put myself in danger, i dont like to blame others, it's all my fault, the fact that people can control my mind, my actions and my convitions makes me sick and jumpy.



Wherever you want to write, think and act. Is not my problem, the world is truly shameful, painful and great, you'll see.



I'h been drinking life as water, it remembers me how live life, pure, unflavore,








i couldnt deny you are aswome that the way you are


....it was so frustating to feel so merely mortal around her.....
.....arouse me whit your letters

it is worth passing trough this problems,
....i spoofed the most dramatic paper..


-i dont have any spite for nobody

-diving my body in the water..

-i will wrap my emotions for later open it ...

-i beg you to stop, it hurts..

-im a rag of you , useme as it is, i will clean it up

-your mistakes..


=deaf, blind,mute=


-dont spoil my life.

-i came out to wander over the earth,

-don't ask me how, i was taken off guard,

-here without rush, just than time to offer.


...ashes and sand...



-laugh about my ingenuity, cry about my temperament,

-you are a pice of all this crap






"My love for you is like a circle --never ending"

Monday, March 23, 2009

Throwing up (1)

Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge, and unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].
Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, but always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart of children in famine, of victims tortured and of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.